apparently every title on my blog has the world life in it somewhere

so i guess i'll continue the trend.
and i guess it's a pretty good thing to write about anyways, it's the only thing we know anything about (even though we still know very little. haha)

so i have a song up on my myspace profile from colbie caillat (i'm surrrre you've heard of her, because her song bubbly got about a bajillion hours of radio play... anyways)

anyways the song is about a relationship or whatever. but every time i listen to the song the lines that catch my attention are:

"my feet are stuck here
against the pavement
i wanna break free
i wanna make it"

and it has nothing to do with being in a relationship, the way i take it anyways.

which is why i really put the song on my profile. because that's exactly how i feel right now.

i feel trapped in my own life. completely stuck against this way that i am
and i do want to break free. but not only that, i want to make it.
i know that if i keep going the way i am, that i won't.

it's not just about realizing that you don't want to be where you are
it's about realizing that being where you is jeapordizing everything you are.

but now what? you know.

making an honest to goodness 180 change in your life is probably the hardest thing to do ever.

and how do you even begin? when there are so many things going wrong, how do you know where to start.

and as much as you just want to forget the past, how do you convince everyone else to as well?